I didn't post over the weekend, unfortunately. The saddest thing is the big reason I want to post every day is because I don't think I can remember beyond 1 day.

I'm not entirely sure I want to keep the whole weightloss blog thing going. I figured maybe if I could get things going, then I could use this as sort of an inspiration point for other people. I haven't really been very inspirational and I don't know why anyone would want to read about someone talking about how they're failing miserably at losing weight! Decidedly NOT inspirational. I like the whole blogging concept, though, so maybe I'll combine this with the other blog. How do people do it? It's so hard. My biggest thing is not really wanting to be associated with this blog. Why blog if you look at something and think, "Wow, I wouldn't tell anyone I know about this" (and not because it's juicy and/or exciting..).

My biggest issue has been how I just haven't been able to sleep at normal times. Maybe it works out better as far as not eating and it's not like I'm just not sleeping at all, but I feel like I would probably be moving around a lot more if I was awake during the light hours and the gym isn't open all night. Actually, the whole working at Starbucks thing has made me a lot less skittish about walking around NY in the middle of the night (having to be at work by 5am and living an hour away) and the gym I have a membership to actually has a couple 24 hour locations. I don't know, though, just because I'm not asleep doesn't mean I'm not tired. Blah, it's just so humid. Ryan's being weird about the air conditioner, he doesn't think